In my head

In my head their voices all get mushed together

I feel like they're going to keep on asking me questions forever

My breathing gets faster and my eyes dart around the room

I just want to leave but I know it’s too soon

 

Every word you have ever said 

Continues to echo round in my head

Because some things are hard to forget

As I’m not exactly an army cadet

 

Every day, the voices get faster and louder

And you try to sugarcoat it with makeup and powder

This is the only way I think I can escape

But as the voices get louder, it gets harder to catch a break

 

I hope one day I can leave them all in the past

But by then they might have gotten too fast

One day I hope they can be left on a page to be read

One day I hope to escape from inside my head

Alex+2

13 years old

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  • Help

    Everyone needs help sometimes 

    But the problem is it’s hard to find 

    And it’s hard to know how much you need it  

    From going insane to just wanting to rage quit 

     

  • Turn on me

    Get angry at me not at them  

    They can't handle it- I know I can 

    I face vicious words every day 

    I just don’t want anyone else to feel my pain 

     

    I think I’m ok, for now anyway