live in the moment
i'm trying so hard to look
at you
and not to think of the possibilities i know
i can't have,
all the things you rejected the moment
you said
i want to marry a man.
appreciate the things around you
i'm trying so hard nowadays just not
to shut down when you speak
because you might remind me
of when you said
no
no
no.
the best medicine is
laughter
exercise
living in the goddamn
moment...
but all i see ahead is darkness surrounding
everything, everything,
until she takes me away from you
and everything good in this world.
happiness is...
nothing.
it's nothing to me
not when i can't have you
and instead i'm crying in the bed we made
when i should
live in the moment.
Posted in response to the challenge Seneca.
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