an old Elsa dress

Once upon a time,

you were a tiny thing 
never ever took off that Elsa dress
or your headband either.

Once, 

you cut your hair 
so short 
that there was enough to donate
and looked like a different girl
because of it.

Once,

you didn't care how you looked
and wore whatever fit the temperature.
Beauty was a pleasant idea to you.

Once,


you were plain old you.
you didn't care what they thought.


But now?
you're all
computers and
ponytails
and cute dresses.

Where did that little 5-year-old girl 
who never took off her Elsa dress go?

 

Aster

VT

15 years old

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  • relief


    can you just TELL me if you- 
    wait, what?
    really?
    Y-you really do like me?
    i- you-
    yes.
    thank you.
    thank you.
    and...

    i'm sorry too.

    but i love you.
  • my people

    why aren't you talking to me?!
    i could scream 
    i just miss you

    i do want you in my life!
    i love you
    i just 
    can't 
    hold all this up on my own.
    if you don't want to help me carry this,