Only human- part 3

The bed creaks as I slowly rise, nobody here though I’m not surprised.

My hair knotted and straw-like, crackling as I pull it back. 

My mind has been gone for days, weeks, months,

Though I feel like maybe I never had one. 

No such thing as good,

No such thing as better.

My last memory was years ago, If i’d remember. 

Was she there, Carlah Rae….

 

raincity

NY

16 years old

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