Only human- part 3

The bed creaks as I slowly rise, nobody here though I’m not surprised.

My hair knotted and straw-like, crackling as I pull it back. 

My mind has been gone for days, weeks, months,

Though I feel like maybe I never had one. 

No such thing as good,

No such thing as better.

My last memory was years ago, If i’d remember. 

Was she there, Carlah Rae….

 

emi_art_now

NY

15 years old

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  • leaving the heart

    she takes the stairs, 

    her heels click clacking down the hardwood steps. 

    she turns the tarnished silver doorknob, 

    and the door creaks open. 

     

    before her sits a man. 

  • too far to hold

    I catch a glimpse. 

    from afar, 

    the shine of his silky hair in the golden sunlight

    his expression unreadable, 

    as if he's pondering something he'd never tell a soul. 

  • watching him

    Kathy watched out her window as Samuel left his apartment, 

    spit his gum on the ground

    and lit his cigarette. 

    the same as yesterday. 

    the same as every day.