If i take a deep breath in
Will i suffocate on the fight?
On the trying
The trying
Ive been trying
Desperate
Ive been so desperate. Please understand.
What will help me to focus
Who brings me a reason
Fear cowers under my distress
And my distress hunts my motivation.
“If you want this, then you must do this”
Well i cant.
Its not a choice
I do not control my eyes refusing to read
My wrist refusing to write
My brain refusing to take in the information, i do not control this. Yet you seem to think i am able to fix it. This is why i gave you the emotion: evil. Ive labeled you as the demon that haunts me as i sleep. Waiting to torture my joy into hiding. You smile as you take away the only thing i have. What i label as my true life, you wish to murder me. Murder me then; i will make it hell for you.
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