seasick

i think i'm starting to feel a little seasick.
don't even try to comfort me.
it's not the kind of seasick
wrapped up in my wool blankets
under the chimney
my sea town
by the highland coast
no, it's different
seasick for the sea
homesick without home
i wish i could cry
but i'm not going to.
i think i'm starting to get a little seasick.
goodbye december seven plus eighteen
pinning up my calendars and ripping down myself
'bye