Spare Moments

wake up
go to class
study
homework
work or
nhs or 
basketball practice or
a combination of those plus
friends and 
senior project work and
trying to maybe sleep? 

but today practice wasn't until 
5:45 and i had
three whole hours to myself at home so i
walked into my room, 
sat on my bed, 
and thought: 
"wait what am i supposed to do now?"

and then i realized how sad that is. 

how is it that 
i've let myself become so conditioned with
being busy that i forgot 
how to be human? 

i don't know, honestly
i'd think about it but
i've got homework to do