Understanding

Somewhere in my past
a sunny snow day haunts me
the serenity 
Feels too cliche 
to enjoy
I remember the glances out of the window
on a day that finally feels like spring 
because winter can be long and dark
So yeah, I remember sitting in the classroom looking
at the perfect spring day
and if someone said 
things make sense 
Don't listen 
they aren't telling you the truth 

and the clock and fears
bury me
because
nothing 
makes 
sense