Watch My Eyes

I see her every day
Yet I miss her more than ever.

Ever since that day
I’ve just been waiting,
Waiting, waiting.
Like she put my life on hold.

I watch her and hope 
I hope that she might just sit with me again.
That hasn’t happened, 
And I doubt it ever will.

Sometimes, though,
I see her watching me too.
What does she think, now,
When she hears my name?

I saw her when I didn’t expect,
And I stopped like a deer in headlights.
What did my eyes look like to her?
Did she see the pain, the sadness?

She said we’re ok,
But I don’t believe that.
If we’re supposed to be friends,
Then why hasn’t she talked to me?

I miss her.
Every day I think of her,
And how this day could have gone
If she hadn’t made that choice.

It’s been so long,
And I thought I was ok,
But suddenly it’s all flooding back.
I love her.