What Did I Do Wrong?

I am all alone. I have no friends. No one to talk to.

Everyone says it’s my fault. What did I do wrong?

People don’t want to be around me. They say I’m crazy.

I am not crazy.

I am not crazy.

They say I did something wrong.

I did nothing wrong. How am I the bad guy?

I am a good person.

I am a good person.

Why am I trying to convince myself I’m a good person? 

I did nothing wrong. 

I am a good person.

I am a good person.

It wasn’t me. 

I tried to be a good friend. I tried to make everyone happy.

I didn’t mean to hurt anyone. 

I am not crazy.

I am a good person.

I loved my friends. I didn’t want them to ever leave me.

All I want is to be loved. 

Love me. 

I am a good person. 

You tried to leave me. It wasn’t my fault. It’s yours. 

How did this get so dark? I didn’t mean to hurt you. 

I am sorry. 

I am sorry.

Forgive me please. How did I hurt you? Let me fix it.

No, I can't let you out. You’ll leave me. I can’t let you go. I love you.

Love me.

Love me.

I can’t let you leave. I put everything you love in here. I made this cell your home. 

Your new home. 

You can’t leave me. The lock is your favorite color.

Green. 

No, you cannot leave. You are all I have left.

I am not crazy.

I am a good person.

Love me.

I am sorry.

I am sorry. 

I’m not unlocking this.

You can’t leave.

Posted in response to the challenge Locks.

Londyn Oshoniyi

VT

15 years old

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