You Still Loved Me

Even when I was nothing, 
You still loved me.

Even when I was broken
And choking on my pride,
You still loved me.

Even when I was sobbing
In front of a computer screen
At two in the morning,
You still loved me.

Even when I was out in a dark alley
Leaning against a wall
With my legs about to give out
And tears in my eyes,
You still loved me.

Even when I was a total jerk
And I talked about you behind your back
Because I was insecure
And heartbroken
And liked you more than I would admit,
You still loved me.

Even when I was staring in the mirror
My hands shaking
My eyes seeing nothing
My hands touching cold glass
My lips barely letting in breath
My ears not hearing anything anyone said to me,
You still loved me.


Even when I didn't love myself,
You still loved me.