feelings feel feelings

I want to hold you,
but I can't.
I want to kiss you,
but I can't.
I want to love you,
but I can't.
so I will cherish every moment
I have with you,
until it's gone.
 

ellenb

NY

YWP Alumni

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  • By ellenb

    Fear of existence

    I go outside –
    I fear the strangers
    staring 
    watching
    judging
    waiting.

    I stay inside –
    I fear my father
    staring
    watching
    judging
    waiting.

    It seems like it will never end.
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    Suffocation

    I am the annoying weed that sticks out through the pavement,
    that messes up perfectly paved sidewalks,
    and makes you trip when you are not looking down.
    I am pretty-
    daffodils and dandelions and appealing and funny.
    I am ugly-
  • atheist

    Did you make me not believe? 
    By design?
    By anguish?
    You, the divine creator,
    how could you make me this way?
    Question
    after
    Question.
    And yet you never answer because
    I know
    you do not exist,