Individual Particularity

In my room I have my 
bed, books, and my dresser, plus 
my desk, which contains 
a long drawer & a smaller drawer, 
the former of which holds many 
valuable items–

One is my notebook, 
I write not everything, but 
many things in it, and I 
try to push myself to show 
who I am, which usually
feels bothersome & impossible. 

I wish that others would
be more particular about
themselves, and I guess I mean it would
be nice if people thought about why
they are who they are more often. 
We live such turbulent lives.