the long and unedited list

  • large snakes
  • getting my license
  • opening the oven when it is very hot
  • kissing her
  • an alligator that can not survive in the wild
  • falling asleep next to someone
  • welding
  • waking up next to someone
  • a tattoo
  • kissing her (again)
  • coming out to my grandparents
  • the future
  • to give a ted talk full of lies
  • playing basketball with boys
  • being high
  • standing up for what is right
  • asking for help
  • roller derby
  • phone calls when you don't know if they will pick up
  • knowing what is in the ocean
  • being an astronaut
  • college
  • the capability to fly a helicopter
  • change (both the action and coins)

cinnamonwarmth

VT

YWP Alumni

More by cinnamonwarmth

  • yearning (for robin)

    I’m contemplating sleeping on my couch tonight, and imagining it is yours.
    It’s midnight and my stomach hurts and I’m sure it's just hunger,
    but I want more than food.

    I feel like a dog waiting for you to get home from school.
  • Big Bird

    Caroll Spinney spent 57% of his life as Big Bird. 
    He died a year after he retired. 
    I think if his body had let him, Caroll might have died in that suit.

  • the essay

    i should be editing an essay right now,
    for an old white man to approve of. 
    tonight my brain feels like running,
    my body feels like laying still.

    sometimes when i see my name written down