I'm so lost.
These past few weeks,
Months, even.
Have left me empty,
Haphazardly pieced together.
I'm no longer the girl I once was.
A shell, A shadow
Of the one who laughed,
The one who cried,
When she fell off her bike,
Only to be scooped up,
and lovingly held.
I miss smiling,
Real smiling,
Not the mask you hold
As you say "Yeah I'm fine."
I miss the weightlessness of before,
When I didn't carry upon my shoulders,
The fragile, unpredictability of my world.
I miss the time when I wasn't alone,
Alone in the darkness,
And this past year, I got so much older.
These past few weeks,
Months, even.
Have left me empty,
Haphazardly pieced together.
I'm no longer the girl I once was.
A shell, A shadow
Of the one who laughed,
The one who cried,
When she fell off her bike,
Only to be scooped up,
and lovingly held.
I miss smiling,
Real smiling,
Not the mask you hold
As you say "Yeah I'm fine."
I miss the weightlessness of before,
When I didn't carry upon my shoulders,
The fragile, unpredictability of my world.
I miss the time when I wasn't alone,
Alone in the darkness,
And this past year, I got so much older.
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