Last night I fell asleep listening to the
rain hit my window
the wind blew so hard
that the house tipped over
and I slept on the walls
the heavy drops shattered the glass panes
and filled up my room
with their seeds of change
and new ideas
so I closed my eyes and
pretended the world
was not so backwards
once someone asked me
how I fell in love with lightning
why I sat at my window every night
wishing for the sky to break in half
I never told them the answer
instead I broke all the glass in my house
hoping without mirrors I wouldn’t have to worry
sometimes I dream of far away places
but with the storm beyond the glass
I dream of nothing at all
instead I wonder
if lightning ever gets self conscious
about how loud she is
I wonder if she wishes she was a sunflower
beautiful and quiet
she shatters the world in half
and opens up the sky
so I can see all the stars
I never told you how I feel like lightening
how I feel like sometimes I take up too much space
I never told you
how I love sunflowers
because I wish I could be them
I never told you
how I sing words to the stars
wishing I could sprout wings and fly
but I am the daughter of Icarus
I was not made to fly
I was made to break in half
and pour words into different colored vases
and then throw them at brick walls
just to see what happens
I tumble backwards through time
digging through the thousands of beautiful faces
to find myself
All my freckles have changed
so has my heart
I am no longer made of soft fabric and silk strings
I am made of crumpled paper
and pencil shavings and blue sky
I am made of the boy
with the square windowpanes
that keep his world from tipping over
and who smells like rain
I am made of sandboxes
and love for the ocean
I am made of a thousand different books and
nervous breaths and
carnivorous butterflies and
everything is going to be fine
Because I am the daughter of Icarus
and the walls are a good place to sleep
rain hit my window
the wind blew so hard
that the house tipped over
and I slept on the walls
the heavy drops shattered the glass panes
and filled up my room
with their seeds of change
and new ideas
so I closed my eyes and
pretended the world
was not so backwards
once someone asked me
how I fell in love with lightning
why I sat at my window every night
wishing for the sky to break in half
I never told them the answer
instead I broke all the glass in my house
hoping without mirrors I wouldn’t have to worry
sometimes I dream of far away places
but with the storm beyond the glass
I dream of nothing at all
instead I wonder
if lightning ever gets self conscious
about how loud she is
I wonder if she wishes she was a sunflower
beautiful and quiet
she shatters the world in half
and opens up the sky
so I can see all the stars
I never told you how I feel like lightening
how I feel like sometimes I take up too much space
I never told you
how I love sunflowers
because I wish I could be them
I never told you
how I sing words to the stars
wishing I could sprout wings and fly
but I am the daughter of Icarus
I was not made to fly
I was made to break in half
and pour words into different colored vases
and then throw them at brick walls
just to see what happens
I tumble backwards through time
digging through the thousands of beautiful faces
to find myself
All my freckles have changed
so has my heart
I am no longer made of soft fabric and silk strings
I am made of crumpled paper
and pencil shavings and blue sky
I am made of the boy
with the square windowpanes
that keep his world from tipping over
and who smells like rain
I am made of sandboxes
and love for the ocean
I am made of a thousand different books and
nervous breaths and
carnivorous butterflies and
everything is going to be fine
Because I am the daughter of Icarus
and the walls are a good place to sleep
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