Stranger.

I've lost track of who you were
somewhere along the way
I was able to forget your existence.
That makes me happy
most days.
Earth is spinning faster
my sky moves south of yours
even the air is thicker
where I am.
It's interesting how strangers 
can feel more real than memories.
I walk through full streets 
and empty conversations 
but I never stop to question
if I lost you.
Some things don't require an answer.
The noise around me helps drown out
the noise within me
and lately, it is the chaos that keeps me alive.
You would hate it here.
I like that.
Nights still make me care for you
but I've learned that I can't miss someone
I don't even know. 
 

JuliaR

VT

YWP Alumni

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    I’m sitting up again.
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    my eyes bulging
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    Pushing you away
    is easier than breathing you in
    I don’t risk choking on feelings
    or letting you take any of my air
    the harder I push
    the farther you fall
    like a game of connect four
    eventually all the chips cascade