Jan 08

Love/Hate


This voice in my head,
it is my best friend
In my head
in my dreams, 
right in front of me,
taunting me
and killing me. 

You broke me
I made you.
You hurt me
You hurt yourself. 
I hate you
You love me.
I love you...

I have to get help
You wont tell anyone.
I have to tell someone
I'll kill you.
Please dont
I will.
I told someone...

Im sorry
i told you
im so sorry
I'll kill you
please..
I"LL KILL YOU
im still here...

I want you gone
no you dont
Yes i do!
are you sure?
Yes!
youre not
Im not...

Hello?
...
Why cant i hear you??
...
Please come back!
...
I need you...

Hello?
yes
it was so quiet
i know
i hated it
i know
dont ever leave again...

I hate myself
You should
Im overweight
stop eating
I should stop trying
just stop talking
I should...

I just wanna die
drink bleach
maybe i will.
jump off a bridge
maybe i will. 
Slit your wrists
Maybe i will...

I dont wanna be here
Neither do i.
Why dont you just leave then
i cant
why?
Im a part of you
You are me...

You are me
I am
untill the day i die
untill the day we die
when will that be?
whenever you want it to be.
Whenever i want it to be...

I think im ready
You think we're ready?
I dont know
you dont know
I dont understand
you never will
I never will...

Im gonna do it
think of them
Them?
everyone
crap everyone
it will hurt them
i cant hurt them...

Why do you help me?
Because
You wanted me dead
I did
I dont get it
you wont
i want to understand...

You wanted me dead
You wanted you dead
You helped me
You wanted help
You hurt me
You hurt yourself
You are me...

I understand
You understand
i hate you 
i hate you
I love you
i love you
This is us...

This voice in my head,
it is my best friend
In my head
in my dreams, 
right in front of me,
taunting me
and killing me.