the box

they put me in a box and i want to get out

"let me go!" i scream

but the lid is too tight
 

they put me in a box but i'm too big to fit

it's hurting my head

and it's pinching my skin
 

they put me in the box and they tell me to starve

"you'll be happy!" they say

and i guess that they're right

 

they put me in a box, it's really not so bad

i did what they wanted

and i'm happy, i think

 

they put me in a box, am i doing it right?

i need validation

am i skinny enough?
 

they put me in a box, i can't take it anymore

i can't look like her

i don't feel like myself

 

they put me in a box, just like millions of girls

and they tell us to smile

while they batter our souls
 

they put me in a box but i'm not there anymore

that box wasn't built for me

or anyone, after all

and i've taken my life back

the one that they stole

ph0ebe

VT

16 years old

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    how things that once were nothings

    can shine so brilliantly in the sky

    to be admired simply for existing

    it must be lonely up there

    to attract such attention

    yet remain unnoticed

  • And my home

    It's too hot

    and it's too humid

    and I'm awake too early

    and I miss my home

     

    My bunk bed is lopsided

    and we let mosquitoes into the cabin

    and the showers are dirty

    and my socks are wet

  • Tomorrow

    I don't like to think about the future

    For the future feels final.

    The future feels like a goal everyone is working towards

    That none have arrived at

    And none ever will.