I think life can be boring
Really boring
With violence and fighting
To little kids growing up and getting a job
But I don't know
Maybe the world isn't that bad

I don't like my life
I feel like some people betray me
They're probably are fake
And use me for everything
But I don't know

I hate how I feel so sad all the time
I can't really be happy 
I mean
I look happy
But inside
I feel emotionless
But I don't know really if I can be happy

My friends are pretty nice
They always help me with hard things
Some of them are in Canada
And then some or in New York Or North Carolina
I hope I meet them again
I really miss them
Without them
I feel sad and just really bored
I don't know why I really ever had friends
I feel like I should be alone
But I don't know

Life isn't what I thought it was
I thought it would be fun
WIth real friends
And caring parents
But
I was wrong
But I don't know

The world is filled with bad guys
And good guys
Or
Just regular people who do both
This is just what life is
A bunch of people who just live and do what whatever they want
Nobody really gets how life started
But I know that I don't know

Some people mention "Adam and Eve!" Others say the indians discovered it
Dinosaur's and animals also probably discovered it
Or even god!
But I don't know

Honestly
I don't know
I don't know who discovered the world
I don't know if my friends are real
I don't know if life is good enough for me
I don't know if anyone noticed this poem

I just don't know what to think and how to have real friends
Or even be loved by people
I don't really know if I can trust anyone besides my family
Who cares for me and will always love me until
The end
But
I 
Don't
Know
Really

Maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm right
But
I hope this doesn't become a fight