Amelia_v

Always putting others before myself, I don't know why, it's just something I do too much and too often

Maybe I am enough, just the way I am, if I look a little deeper than just what others say they see

I have always known

I was never the one for you

Never pretty enough 

Never kind enough

A little to silly and a little to me

It broke my heart that I changed myself

For you and your ideals

It's that time of the month again

Anger fills my heart

Sadness fights for power

My eyes fall close

Yet I can't sleep

The pain in my abdomen

Bursting full like a bruise

Waking up

Bloody

The snow is falling fast now

Thick flakes

Almost like you are alone in the world

Just your heartbeat

In time with wind flowing through the trees

Birds flit from berry bushes