bumblebeeduke8

bumblebeeduke8

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • doors

    i get tired at school

    sometimes.

    it's not like i am not interested

    it's just when there is yelling

    and fights

    and darkness in your house

    you don't sleep very well

    especially when the ghosts

  • 3…2…1

     My aunt

    was diagnosed with colon cancer

    a year ago,

    maybe two.

    stage 3

    we thought she’d have it forever

    and when we got the FaceTime 

    I was a coward

    and ran to my room and cried.

  • first kiss

    it was under a cold November sky when it happened/she smelled of fragrant shampoo and a slight hint of mashed potatoes/I don’t usually like mashed potatoes/but today they are my favorite/with lashes fluttering against cheeks/it was a zing/so natur

Loves

  • november

    It's cold here, I reply to my grandparents when they ask how our week's going. It's cold, and wet, and already I am helping my friends put up Christmas decorations and string LEDs across their rooms, playing holiday music to try

  • first kiss

    darling i think the prettiest thing of it is that i

    have been dreaming about this moment since i was little,

    pressing my mouth to the back of my hand to see what it felt like to be touched like that,

  • Kites

    When I was five, I remember running across an open field on some warm summer day. We were flying kites, and I chased the one shaped like a bird, imagining I was flying right with it.

  • Helpless

    I saw a photo

    Of you when you still had hair

    Brown, nothing


    Special, that hair was.


    I forgot what you looked like

    With hair that didn’t come off when you traded it

    For a hat.

  • VT

    vermont is a half-finished poem with all the lines scratched out. 

    grandfathers who’ve lived here their whole lives still talk of leaving,