ender

ender

VT

18 years old

Posts

  • nameless I

    death and malice behold thee, what pains of being are inflicted upon thee, those creatures in the water and the hills continue to watch thee, the wind in thine ears whistle around thee, seven eyes on a goat’s head stare towards thee, the

  • Morning, But Not Really

    it’s 2am and i’m still lying awake 

    with thoughts in one hand and feelings in the other. 

    how can i go to sleep with a head full of stars 

    and my face running away 

    up into the sky 

  • four years

    i sit and stare out the window

    stare out the window at the brown dead grass

    the dirty snow melting into muddy slush

    the mud that is criss-crossed and destroyed with ruts and tire tracks

  • face

    my face is a cage

    and the doves inside are suffocating

    in a pile of their own shit

     

    my arms are broken wings

    and their featherless forms are useless

  • house

    in the mud,

    in the dirt,

    in the silt,

    in the pores of the earth,

    with the worms,

    the moles,

    the bugs,