PeachesMalone

What's the matter with me?
I was fine before
Before you
Now I'm a mess and I don't know which way is up
You are so confusing
Sweet and soft one minute 
And cold the next
What
Is
Going
On?

We got back around midnight. I have no idea what we were thinking, but it was great. It was just us, in the car, laughing and pretending the future wasn't always right behind us.

I don't want to look at you
Because if I do I know that I will never look away

I want to stay away
From everthing but you

You're a bad influence
On my heart--you made it all melty

I need to focus

Well this is awkward
There's an empty page in front of me and I don't know what to put on it...
How uncomfortable!
Why doesn't this sheet of paper say hi?
We're acting like middle schoolers!
I thought we were past this!

Everything is dark
That's the only thing you know, and that's the only thing you need to know
Everything is dark but the darkness is friendly
It holds converstaions with you in your head
It has a name that only you know

New York is 
Something that can't be repeated, copied, replaced
There's something about the concrete jungle that is only there and nowhere else
The scent 
Of sweltering city in the summer

The garbage
The heat