sarcasimish

Your third wheel is flat.
They’re done hanging around
They want to roll away into the sun and never ever have to look at your backs

Your therapist friend is healed
They’re done being taken advantage of

I’ve rebranded and changed my image
Because my kindness was pillaged
So, I’m no longer very timid
But I stand here feeling livid
Cause you’ll never see this pivot 
You’ll always see me as the person who will divot

i was like the clouds
cycling between being full and being empty
sometimes i just feel so fulland so i let it go
and i let it out
i water it out until i’m hollowed out 
and i feel light againand i feel kind of small

it all started when you left me
and i felt nothing 
absolutely unbothered
i wasn’t biased
or hurt
you could never touch me
your words don’t have anything on me
and your actions couldn’t be more meaningless

i keep spinning in circles, in circles
i don’t know if it’s my fault, my fault
cause every time i get better it never seems to last
i can’t help but blame myself
but it’s not totally heartfelt 

and i try 
so hard to find your eyes
your eyes that always look so bright
the ones that keep me from falling off
your eyes they give me might 
to try again
but your eyes they don’t seem fine.