ABC Heart poem

I'm not sure how I feel about this poem, I don't think it's really good but I really wanted to participate in this challenge. :)

All times my heart has

Broken into pieces

Can't be counted, can't be

Done but

Even after its shattered, I can put it back together, make it

Fine even

Good

How can I?

I don't know, the

Jagged broken pieces

Keep finding each other as if they're

Lonely,

My shattered heart is

No longer shattered but

Once upon a time it was and it's

Possible it will be again, I can

Question why it has to go through it

Repetitively or I can just

Smile and

Trust that my heart

Understands that it can mend when ready, on its own

Volition

When it will, I never know, it's as if it runs itself through an

X-rays and then deems itself ready although right now, it's not just quite

Yet, but when it is don't make it mend itself again, don't make it start back over at

Zero because at one point, my heart will tire out and stay broken