addiction

I find myself 
absentmindedly reaching 
my brain not processing 
mind off in another dimension
where everybody looks perfect
and even the tears that have been animated 
are beautiful 
I distractedly unzip the bag 
and don't really hear the small crinkle 
thinking about how far i might go 
just to gain your attention 
and how far apart we are
I don't notice as I consume more
and when I finally do 
i find myself stuck 
wanting more badly 
but knowing it's not really what i want
yes 
I will admit
I am addicted 
to doritos.