Again

Again, we piled onto the couches

Facing each other

The librarians told us to keep it down.

Again, we talked and laughed

Learned all the new drama

Caught up to each other's summer lives

Everything that's happened

It spanned three grades

I love these people, I think.

Again, just like last year

It was me and a guy

Only

Different

Better, I think

But they all say that

And the other one

Who holds no significance

Looked at me

And it was like he could see through the pillow I'd hastily thrown over

Our interlocked fingers.

Again,

There was some boundaries being drawn

Some new bitterness, too

Old resentment

New developments

We shift around

You could see it

A few newbies

"Newbies"

But mostly the same

Reunited, I suppose.

Again, we have made this a thing,

And again, I am at the center

And again, I am the leader.

Over

And over

And over again.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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  • Dancing

    Two kids

    The song

    The beat

    The rhythm

    You know the rhythm, don't you?

    Pulling you up

    Pulling you to me

    Out there

    I know it's scary

    Couldn't we let go and not care

    Just for tonight?

  • Giddy

    Giddy is the exhilaration

    Thinking about you

    Getting excited

    For what, I don't know

    Counting down the days until I can see you again

    (Summer is hard)

    Reading love stories

    Listening to love songs

  • I cried

    I cried.

    I looked at the photos,

    The Polaroids,

    And I cried

    And cried

    And cried.

    I couldn't feel anything.

    My heart was bleeding

    And I couldn't feel it.

    I cried

    Emotionless