Amongst the clover

Here you lie,

Upon the grass,

Clover disguising your fragile body.

Far away from your nest and kin,

How did you get here?

 

Ruining your innocence

Ruining mine

Comes the wheel - 

A push mower, something

Insignificant

Annoying

A chore

But to you, a

Death machine.

 

You must have been lost

Among plants too tall for you,

A forest too vast

To me, overgrown grass.

It can't have hurt terribly,

You survived,

But you'd never felt anything like that -

The pain

Of seeing you lying amongst the clover,

Squeaking,

Breathing, yes,

But in obvious discomfort.

 

Oh, how I wanted to help you.

Oh, how I wished I hadn't hurt you.

Oh, the cruelty of the universe -

Spoiling the golden, pure life 

Of tiny creatures in the clover

Searching, perhaps, for food

Or Mom

Or seeking the familiarity of the nest,

Where your brothers and sisters

Rest peacefully.

 

I hope

You survive.

I hope

You are okay

And nature lets you off,

With a mere warning -

Trauma, possibly,

But I hope

You're okay.

I hope mother nature

Takes care of the creatures in the clover;

So tiny, so small

Interfered with by us,

When our lives crossed by fate -

I hope mother nature

Watches out for you,

Little one.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Distracted and angry

    I'm distracted.

    Why did I let myself become so reliant

    Dependent

    So stupid

    Ugh I'm so mad.

    So mad.

    I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want

    I let myself want them