And I'm the one they care about?

Spending time

All my time

In the place that became home

And I have friends coming back to parents saying

"She's

Obsessed she won't leave

That room

She's

Spending all her time

There"

Wanting a role in my life again because

In your words I've become

"Antisocial"

"Neglectful"

"A party pooper"

To you, because you want to spend time with me

Well sometimes I need to spend time to myself

Away from being crushed

By people needing things

Needing me

There is friendship and there is addiction

And I know all you want is hangouts

Time

I do not have time

This life is precious

Who am I to waste it?

And I'm the one you all care about

And I didn't ask for it

I want to be alone

Without people

All the time

I'm sorry if it's annoying and

I am truly sorry that you don't understand

Can you tell I'm annoyed?

Find something you love

And pour your heart into it

But don't keep making me split up my time 

Between things that matter and things that don't