As soon as
I sense the slightest tinge
Of anger
I
Run from myself
Nononono
You know what happens when you get mad
Just play
And so I play and play
Sometimes it helps
It distracts
But when there's a black hole in you
Does anything truly fix it?
Does the anger ever go away?
I've been angry my whole life
I pick fights because I need to
I'm out of ideas
Out of things to keep cool
Done with these people
Done with all of this
I'm so angry
All the time
What's wrong with me?
Long day
past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night
fluorescent lights beating down
then flickering off
a fanfare
a reflection
a redemption
Some things are just instinct
like when I just ran to you
as soon as I saw you
and hugged you for -
oh yeah -
the first time
very very platonic of course
you're my big brother.
Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart
it's like a platonic ballad
it's like you are playing
through first loves
and forbidden loves
and grass in the summer
and crunchy chips
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