As soon as
I sense the slightest tinge
Of anger
I
Run from myself
Nononono
You know what happens when you get mad
Just play
And so I play and play
Sometimes it helps
It distracts
But when there's a black hole in you
Does anything truly fix it?
Does the anger ever go away?
I've been angry my whole life
I pick fights because I need to
I'm out of ideas
Out of things to keep cool
Done with these people
Done with all of this
I'm so angry
All the time
What's wrong with me?
I let myself cry
And it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
Exploding
Shattering into the sky
I felt like I was dying
Each day it gets easier
But when it catches up to you
I'm so old
I know I'm not really but
It feels like it.
Like I'm a teenager
For real this time
Like I'm normal
And my parents trust me
And I can text?
And I'm normal
You created memories
And then got to move on
Leaving them untouched and perfect
Mine are being trampled.
Walked all over by my friends
My peers
I can't DO this
This constant emotional bombardment
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