Avoidance

Avoidance.

And that's the thing

That drove you and I apart

That made the click less magnetic

Flipping the sides over

So we couldn't do it anymore.

I need to talk about it

To get it over with

Get through with it

Get acknowledgement

And you won't

Ever 

Admit it!

I worked on myself for you

Did you do the same?

Nothing's for you anymore.

Good.

I guess my point is I reread the emails.

And yes I was annoying.

Yes I was obsessing.

Yes I was controlling.

Yes, yes, yes

Thank you for your honesty (not)

Anyone could've figured that out

Did you look at you, though?

Did you look at you.

I know the answer and it's N O.

And we talked

I emailed

You emailed back

I responded

You responded

I responded again

On my home account I might add

Because you blocked my school account

I get it

I know I know

But seriously

Would it have killed you?

And you say you don't care

And then the minute I said

I'm sorry

For being

Mean to

You

It was over and I lost you all over again and you ran away!

You ran away.

Again.

Because as soon as the I'm-sorrys come out it's time to own up and you never could

And so look?

Look at what happened

Silence.

I hope you're happy you lost me.

I certainly am.

I guess it just ticks me off, huh?

That I can't even be real because you're so scared and insecure you can't say it back.

You can't say I know you just don't want to talk about it and I need you to,

Maybe I needed you to,

And you couldn't even do it for the girl you loved are you O U T of your M I N D?

Avoidance

The death of you it's

Not my problem anymore.