Black Hole

My life is like a black hole
I'm just waiting to be swallowed up.

I have this feeling when I can't
Can't do anything
And all I feel is sadness and regret.

So I look for support
Some friends I can rely on
But when I look
No one is there.

I keep waiting for them
People who get me
Like me for who I am
My people.

But there isn't such people
because I feel like I'm invisible.

I created a self that's not me
A more sociable likable one
Even changed my voice 
But still no one shows. 

Lately I have been doing things
Things I regret 
the next step is the black hole
being inside of it.

because no one would care 


 

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izz_midnight

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