I reach over
Maybe for the last time
Knowing it could be the last
Makes me latch on
I can't pull away
I won't
You tighten your grip and I tighten mine
Pulling me close to your side
A familiar feeling now
It feels full circle
That I wanted this so badly
And here
It's perfect and
I will not let go for anyone and
I am vaguely tingly but mostly
You are my best friend
My rock
Anchoring me to this place
To what I love
And I don't want you to leave
And so I won't let go
Not yet
Noise
Warming up
Keys
Fingerings
Chatter
Laughter
The chorale
Stopping
Starting
"Again"
"I know you can do better than that"
Serious but
You also love it
Cornered
I put my hands up
Like you taught me
Only now
You're the one attacking
"Helping" because
You "just want me to feel better"
And I braced for impact
I'm distracted.
Why did I let myself become so reliant
Dependent
So stupid
Ugh I'm so mad.
So mad.
I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want
I let myself want them
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