Chasing Onwards

I chase this dream

With everything I have.

I want to be with it

Every step of the way.

From the moment I first touched it

To where my fingertips grazed actual possibility

To where my heart broke

Until a million shards

At the edge of the end of the song.

I have felt

A lot of things.

I have loved

A lot of things.

A lot of people.

But nothing touches this.

I run after this

With my heart on my sleeve

I chase it down with everything I have.

I race it

Follow it

Wander after it

I dash for it

I collide with it

Egged on by the briefest, sweetest hint

I taste

When I do this.

There is a moment

Of thrill.

There is a moment

Where I am in the sky.

There is a moment where I can't stop smiling and

This is what I want to do

Where I want to be.

This is my passion.

I will fight for it.

I will do anything for it.

Dreams don't chase you back.

Mine certainly doesn't.

But I will prove I deserve this.

I will prove I can do this.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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  • Glimpses

    Noise

    Warming up

    Keys

    Fingerings

    Chatter

    Laughter

    The chorale

    Stopping

    Starting

    "Again"

    "I know you can do better than that"

    Serious but

    You also love it

  • Cornered

    Cornered

    I put my hands up

    Like you taught me

    Only now

    You're the one attacking

    "Helping" because

    You "just want me to feel better"

    And I braced for impact

  • Distracted and angry

    I'm distracted.

    Why did I let myself become so reliant

    Dependent

    So stupid

    Ugh I'm so mad.

    So mad.

    I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want

    I let myself want them