Daily chaos

Every day at school is chaos.

The noise

The people 

All the people 

Sometimes I want to hide in a corner 

To get away.

To recenter myself.

So that I don’t break down.

So that I seem to be fine even though I am hiding a part of myself that I can never escape.

Something that I have had my whole life.

Something I can’t do a damn thing to change.

So I just want people to get off my back.

To just leave me alone so that I can get through the day.

But they don’t because they don’t give a damn.

Because why would they?

GhostSlayer

VT

15 years old

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    Stepping outside

    after the rain,

    inhaling the fresh scent of spring.

    Taking a moment to just 

    be.

    Be with nature.

    Be in the moment.

    Nature has reset herself. 

  • Is it so hard?

    Is it really so hard to just be nice to people? 

    Why is it us versus them? 

    What makes "them" different? 

    "Worse" 

    We are all human, 

    all trying to get through our day. 

  • The Limit

    I reach my limit from time to time.

    whether it be at school or at home.

    I reach the limit of what my brain can handle.

    All of the noise of life becomes too much and I need to take a break.

    I need to turn my ears off.