falling...

falling...

 a good day

 fun and silly

 almost happy

 then the whispers

falling...

 I laugh and run

 with gay abandon

 chasing dreams

 then I wake up

falling...

 finally a day

 when I feel okay

 almost good

 then I crash

falling...

 bubbly and happy

 smiling all the time

 looking in the mirror

 then I see the mask

falling...

Fainting Goat

UT

16 years old

More by Fainting Goat

  • (Sometimes)

    (Sometimes)

    Life just seems much too hard

    (Sometimes)

    I don't want to go on

    (Sometimes)

    I feel like it's impossible-

    Immovable walls surround me

    (Sometimes)

    I don't understand other folks-

  • Contradictions

    I love you yet

    I can’t stand you

    I need you yet

    I push you away

    I treasure you yet

    I want to leave

    You’re a liar who

    Broke my heart

    And

    You’re the very thing that might