First

I'm not going to lie,

I don't care -

I never really did.

I didn't last year

And I still don't.

But.

It does give me that

Teeny

Tiny

Itty

Bitty

Little

Bit of

Satisfaction

Knowing I got to you

First

And anyone from here on out

Will find a piece of me

In you

And that's just

That

You know?

I'm not bitter

And I certainly would never

Go back

To you 

Or anyone

But

I am guilty

Of sabotaging you

First

Hurting you

First

Being the

Being your

First kiss

First touch

First everything

First heartbreak

First

Because I like winning

But we're done now

And good luck to the next

I hope it goes better than

It did with me.