a fluke in the feeling department

valentines day

less than a week away

ive never been
in love

something powered off
early

longing for someone
to notice me

i mistake that
for desire

was it a crush
or just
friendship

no one believes me

i act like
someone who feels

love = value

so tell me
what im worth

everyone else
got the full set of feeling

they ran out
by the time
they reached me

moonriseee

PA

14 years old

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