Hopeless

That ship has already sailed he told me,

like I didn't remember he didn't want me.

 

But I remember quiet clearly that I'm the one he doesn't love,

what hurts me is that I'm still in love with him.

 

Every word he says,

every move he makes,

gives me slowly just a little more faith that he might love me again.

 

But than I'm hit with the reality that his feelings have left,

because the words he says mean nothing unless you're hopeless.

C-L-S

VT

16 years old

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