C-L-S

C-L-S

VT

16 years old

Posts

  • Ink

    There is a different version of me that leaks out,

    dripping ink on these pages,

    hollow and raw,

    saying all my thoughts.

     

    A flow of words that may have never left my head,

  • Lenses

    We need more joy in this world,

    we need less of this depressing sense of life,

    when everything around us is so beautiful.

     

    But we only look through a gray lens to see it,

  • Rabbit hole

    I'm looking in the mirror,

    I don't match the picture on the screen,

    should I be sad or pleased?

     

    One click at a time,

    one more scroll,

    oops I fell down the rabbit hole.

     

  • Distance

    The distance you put between us is beyond seen,

    can't believe the length I've went just to get you to want me.

     

    Now all you do is haunt my dreams,

    making my thoughts slowly bleed,

  • Crave

    I crave physical touch,

    I need to feel skin to skin,

    I need to be felt,

    I crave something I hate.

     

    I've never liked hugs or the feeling of someone touching me,

  • Dear reader

    I am saying good bye to you,

    my dear reader,

    Because I know after I look back over my shoulder you will be gone,

    onto the next page,

    maybe even the next book,

Loves

  • An Idea

    It is started by a piece of paper

    written in blue pen ink

    smeared as it is folded twice

    passed to a friend.

    Purple marker replies to blue pen

    folded up the same way as before;

  • Her Name Was May

    There was this girl

    With eyes the color

    Of the sky that fills

    Your childhood memories

    She had dirty blond hair

    Always in a braid

    A braid that held more flowers

    Then cherry blossom trees

  • Purple paper

    Purple paper ripped out of my notebook 

    you're beautiful in all the ways 

    it says in my purple fountain pen 

    I taught my sister how to hold the pen 

    and she wrote me the note 

  • Waking Up

    Look

    I’m sick and tired of all this shit and pretending

    Look

    I’m sick and tired of all the fairytale endings

    Look

    I don’t know how I’m supposed to survive like this

    But look