I Hate

I hate

When I can’t control myself

I hate

When I black out

I hate

When I hate myself

I hate

When people belittle me

And make me feel

Crazy and like crap

I hate

Things not in my control

I hate

When I cause people to suffer

I hate

When I cannot see the end

I hate

Politics

I hate

Myself

I hate

The voices

I hate

My looks

I hate

Everything

And I hate

That I hate

Fainting Goat

UT

16 years old

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