I Have a Secret

I have a secret

It’s getting harder to hide

I love you so much

It hurts inside


I have a secret

When I 

Hear you talk

About your distant

Boyfriend

I feel lost and sad and…

Lonely

Despite the fact that

Our friends are all 

Around me


I have a secret

I was so happy when

You broke up

I cheered and I smiled

Because he was never 

Good enough for you


I have a secret

I’m falling in love

No…

I think I’m already there


I have a secret

That day when it was

So bad

And you just cuddled me

And told me it was okay

Was one of the best days

Of my life


I have a secret

Falling asleep on your shoulder

Felt so right

So calming

So nice


I have a secret

When I asked you out

And you said yes…

Well that was the most

Rewarding risk of my life


I have a secret

I am closer to you

Than I ever was

To any of my exes


I have a secret

I love you

Fainting Goat

UT

16 years old

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