I try too hard

I should just let the sun set 
I shouldn't try so hard 
Just to stay stuck in the same place 
I still have time 
To sit and watch the stars 
I shouldn't be in a rush to grow old 

But I want the freedom 
I want to explore the mountains with my friends 
Driving down windy roads 
In Arizona with the windows down 
The air would blow through my hair 
And his too if we stay the same 

But I also want to stay young 
I want to live in the same city 
Where I became a man 
I want my hometown to stay the same 

And I want high school to be better 
I want to be a name people are excited to hear 
But I try too hard 
And right now I just need to let the sun set 

meandpaul

MN

14 years old

More by meandpaul

  • Speak

    Today felt the same as yesterday  
    Nothing changed 
    But there was a silence 
    That echoed in the voices 
    I heard 

    Today felt as if nothing changed 
    I got up brushed my teeth 

  • Bitter Regrets

    I've had the same dream 
    Again and again 
    Night after night 
    And I spend day after day 
    Thinking about what it means 

    I'm standing in front of that building 

  • Nothing remains

    Nothing lives here anymore
    Nothing remains 
    We all grew up 
    And went our own ways 
    And nothing is left to prove we 
    Ever were there 

    Your bike was given to your little brother