I try too hard

I should just let the sun set 
I shouldn't try so hard 
Just to stay stuck in the same place 
I still have time 
To sit and watch the stars 
I shouldn't be in a rush to grow old 

But I want the freedom 
I want to explore the mountains with my friends 
Driving down windy roads 
In Arizona with the windows down 
The air would blow through my hair 
And his too if we stay the same 

But I also want to stay young 
I want to live in the same city 
Where I became a man 
I want my hometown to stay the same 

And I want high school to be better 
I want to be a name people are excited to hear 
But I try too hard 
And right now I just need to let the sun set 

meandpaul

MN

14 years old

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  • Yesterday

    yesterday 
    to you i was nine years old 
    with a black hurley hat 
    that never left my head 
    the hat that you would take 
    and try to hold it far above 
    my reach knowing i could never get it 

  • Seasons

    Summer nights

    Taste of sweet smoke

    Laughter and kindness

    The generosity of strangers

    The hopes of tomorrow

    And the struggles of a past day


     

    Fall days

    Feel the heat on your back