I Won't

Nope

I'm not going back to school.

I'm going to ignore the back-to-school ads

And shopping trips

The packing

The new outfits

The brand-new pencils

I won't do it

I won't go back and see all of them and feel stupid

I can't be around humanity anymore because I just feel so

U n w o r t h y

And horrible and so I won't.

I'm not going back

I don't know how to avoid it

I can't do it!

I won't go back

I can't

Nononono.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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