Nope
I'm not going back to school.
I'm going to ignore the back-to-school ads
And shopping trips
The packing
The new outfits
The brand-new pencils
I won't do it
I won't go back and see all of them and feel stupid
I can't be around humanity anymore because I just feel so
U n w o r t h y
And horrible and so I won't.
I'm not going back
I don't know how to avoid it
I can't do it!
I won't go back
I can't
Nononono.
My salvation
The song.
Not supposed to at school
I do it anyway
How else can I think?
Not straight.
Walking on board
Dreading the chatter
Nonstop noise
Chaos
Hate it hate it hate it.
Failure.
It's not a familiar word to me
Because I am never failing unless I know
I haven't tried hard enough
Been my best
But that was failure.
Not by me,
By them,
I let myself cry
And it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
Exploding
Shattering into the sky
I felt like I was dying
Each day it gets easier
But when it catches up to you
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