If we do this

"You realize

If we do this

It's like going back in time,"

I tell you,

I tell you,

Over and over and over.

You don't listen.

You've never listened.

It's full steam ahead with sights on your new girl.

It started as friendship last time too,

Do you remember?

And I'm so scared it's going to become what it was

Except this time we're older

And I don't want to get hurt again.

It's like a loop

I come back to you

Nonstop.

If we do this,

It's forever or nothing.

If we do this,

You have to have my back

No matter what.

You weren't there last time.

Can I really trust that?

Can I trust

The boy who never gave anything back?

Am I stupid to?

We have a lot to rebuild

And not a lot of time.

If we do this,

We do it smart.

If we do this,

You have to trust

And I mean beyond "commenter".

I mean beyond "viewer".

I mean beyond anything.

Can we do that?

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Festival

    Long day

    past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night

    fluorescent lights beating down 

    then flickering off

    a fanfare

    a reflection

    a redemption

  • Instincts

    Some things are just instinct

    like when I just ran to you

    as soon as I saw you

    and hugged you for -

    oh yeah -

    the first time

    very very platonic of course

    you're my big brother.

  • Flying solo

    Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart

    it's like a platonic ballad

    it's like you are playing

    through first loves

    and forbidden loves

    and grass in the summer

    and crunchy chips