If we do this

"You realize

If we do this

It's like going back in time,"

I tell you,

I tell you,

Over and over and over.

You don't listen.

You've never listened.

It's full steam ahead with sights on your new girl.

It started as friendship last time too,

Do you remember?

And I'm so scared it's going to become what it was

Except this time we're older

And I don't want to get hurt again.

It's like a loop

I come back to you

Nonstop.

If we do this,

It's forever or nothing.

If we do this,

You have to have my back

No matter what.

You weren't there last time.

Can I really trust that?

Can I trust

The boy who never gave anything back?

Am I stupid to?

We have a lot to rebuild

And not a lot of time.

If we do this,

We do it smart.

If we do this,

You have to trust

And I mean beyond "commenter".

I mean beyond "viewer".

I mean beyond anything.

Can we do that?

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Dancing

    Two kids

    The song

    The beat

    The rhythm

    You know the rhythm, don't you?

    Pulling you up

    Pulling you to me

    Out there

    I know it's scary

    Couldn't we let go and not care

    Just for tonight?

  • Giddy

    Giddy is the exhilaration

    Thinking about you

    Getting excited

    For what, I don't know

    Counting down the days until I can see you again

    (Summer is hard)

    Reading love stories

    Listening to love songs

  • I cried

    I cried.

    I looked at the photos,

    The Polaroids,

    And I cried

    And cried

    And cried.

    I couldn't feel anything.

    My heart was bleeding

    And I couldn't feel it.

    I cried

    Emotionless