If we do this

"You realize

If we do this

It's like going back in time,"

I tell you,

I tell you,

Over and over and over.

You don't listen.

You've never listened.

It's full steam ahead with sights on your new girl.

It started as friendship last time too,

Do you remember?

And I'm so scared it's going to become what it was

Except this time we're older

And I don't want to get hurt again.

It's like a loop

I come back to you

Nonstop.

If we do this,

It's forever or nothing.

If we do this,

You have to have my back

No matter what.

You weren't there last time.

Can I really trust that?

Can I trust

The boy who never gave anything back?

Am I stupid to?

We have a lot to rebuild

And not a lot of time.

If we do this,

We do it smart.

If we do this,

You have to trust

And I mean beyond "commenter".

I mean beyond "viewer".

I mean beyond anything.

Can we do that?

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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