Just my thoughts on the world

I am 15, that's young. 

I have just started high school and am experiencing a lot of firsts right now. 

Yet at the same time some days feel weird. 

I wake up and have this huge perspective on the world as a whole and what is going on. Like my view of the world zoomed way out of where I am in that moment. 

I look at the political landscape and shake my head in disappointment. 

I see how we are screwing with the climate and wish I could do more to help. 

But, alas I am only 15. Not that I can't do anything, Quite the opposite I can do a lot. But not always what I wish I could do. 

I even look beyond the mini world of humanity and look at how the rest of the world is doing. 

I have deep philosophical questions that drive me down rabbit hole after rabbit hole. 

Sometimes in the past I have felt like I have too vast a view on the world. But I have since come to terms with myself and the way I see the world. 

I see problems and find solutions, sometimes I write them down on paper but most of the time I just think about it.

I have been told that I have "An old soul's perspective" on the world. 

I feel like I jumped ahead in my maturity and am less bothered by all the stupid little things about high school.

I look at some of the other boys in my grade and am so confused with what they are doing.

I am 15, and I intend to do great things in my lifetime, but for now I am just going to try and enjoy being a teenager. 

GhostSlayer

VT

15 years old

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