Your laughter is expensive -
it comes at a cost,
one I achieved just barely last night.
If I don't try,
it comes easy.
Be funny
be cool
be liked
I want you to think I am those things
but more than that
I want connection wherever I go
and we do all the same things...
friendship? Maybe?
But I promise I won't get hung up on this...
I just hope
something works out
and your laughter
becomes easy to come by for me.
I used to know you
every little kink in your brain
how your eyes would flash when you were upset
and your glasses reflected your anger
you were an open book to me
and I can still read it - here's the hard part
Wanna know my truth?
No you don't
The world's a hard place but right now it feels so much harder
there's people actually hurting but I'm hurting too
fake hurting
fake fake fake
Right now
you just want to play in the snow
but your snow fort melted
your tunnel is gone
your snowsuit is caked with mud
the world is gray and dreary
and here comes springtime with the illusion of warmth
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