When you're scared you stop doing things you love
because you don't know what's next
and I've been thinking so far ahead
getting so competitive
I forgot what it's all about
if I want it to mean something
I have to make it mean something
when you're scared you just stop
and you feel like crap
and depression washes over you
infecting everyone else
when you're scared you get busy
you're tempted to quit
it all gets harder
life is hard
it's hard not to quit
and it's so easy to
Read in between the lines
I'm so sick of it -
how I fall back into the same pattern
like I'm still a naive little kid
like I learned nothing
like as soon as you shoot me an email
we all grow in different directions
planted in the same soil
springing up towards the sun
when I went right you went left
we're going different ways
trajectories
Everything I ever wanted
How strange
to have a category in my inbox under "friends" for you -
one you've yet to earn
and every time I fall for this trick
and it hurts
every
time
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