I take care
Of everyone
All the time
The oldest
At home
At school
Checking in with friends
Trying to comfort them on their drama
Without being pulled into it
Being a good person is hard
Are you ever tempted to just give up?
I'd be fine with this
I'm used to being in charge
But
I take care of so many people
Who's taking care of me?
Noise
Warming up
Keys
Fingerings
Chatter
Laughter
The chorale
Stopping
Starting
"Again"
"I know you can do better than that"
Serious but
You also love it
Cornered
I put my hands up
Like you taught me
Only now
You're the one attacking
"Helping" because
You "just want me to feel better"
And I braced for impact
I'm distracted.
Why did I let myself become so reliant
Dependent
So stupid
Ugh I'm so mad.
So mad.
I let myself become distracted by silly things I could want
I let myself want them
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